disconnected (acoustic EP)

by mybittersweetheart

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1.
i stopped the clocks again you've left me wondering where i am when i'm on my own, but i don't feel alone it's just the way our fiction bleeds a cut that makes you want to believe how i lose myself to you but she's not real, and i can't see that anymore until the credits roll she's not real, and i won't see her anymore until the next show i stopped the clocks again but this time i am waiting on my consciousness to keep me in the script we live in maybe the lines weren't well-rehearsed maybe it's all just in my head i need a better end but she's not real, and i can't see that anymore until the credits roll she's not real, and i won't see her anymore until the next show.
2.
crack of dawn cindy's moving on she's talking cindy to everyone until she's had her fun she and me between the sun and sea still she's talking to everyone cindy's had her fun though i've heard it before still i need you more and more but i just can't get away cindy kills me every day and i tried and i tried but you looked right through me knife to my head when she talks so sweetly knife to my head when i think of cindy knife in my head is the taste of cindy.
3.
it's make-believe and long ago derail us to the night we let go i like the way you look at me and slowly faded into my arms we're suffering inseparably with all the footsteps back to the start except when you are gone but i don't think i can find it in myself to let you down and don't say i won't think of you when all is said and done there's nothing like our wishful thinking you're just a memory of a dream this evening there's nothing like our wishful thinking i'm just a bullet of your shot you're missing it's all in my head, you can't make it end i'm always a fool like you until then we play sun and moon again in the darkest sky, glowing through pain i've never been brighter since the stars faked the signs i've never been brighter at all but there's nothing like our wishful thinking you're just a memory of a dream this evening there's nothing like our wishful thinking i'm just a bullet of your shot you're missing it's all in my head, you can't make it end i'm always a fool for you.
4.
born under broken bridges always writing open letters to open wounds that i've been calling home i let you take the wheel to see us crash in fate but you make me feel lonelier you made me feel lonelier hate me if it makes you feel any better you'll never leave me if you're always just a figment of myself sometimes i think i really need you, but i could be just wrong again it's not that easier; i'm just tired the happier you thought you were, the more it hurts in the end but am i deserving of what i can't afford yet? and lately i've been talking to myself to see if i can feel again and it's not 'cause you were never here it's 'cause you never stayed don't tell me you're leaving when you don't have to go.

about

right after the release of ‘…because you’re falling, i’m only falling faster,’ i immediately started working on new material for what could be my first full-length or yet another EP. during the month of october, i managed to fully compose 7-8 songs; however, when it came to vocals and lyrics, i got burned out quickly. and so, i decided to take a break from writing—by writing another EP.

escapism is weird but universal more than ever today. with that afterthought being a haunting footnote of my everyday actions and what my life has become since the pandemic, these songs delve into fiction, whether that may be traced in the form of media consumption, pure imagination, or our ever-changing perceptions of reality because of them. but at the same time ‘disconnected' to me is a break from reality as much as it is a transition to recognizing and accepting it—a wishful turning point for me in hopes of stepping back into a time and place where i can feel alive in my own skin again.

it’s hard to believe it’s already december. it’s hard to believe anything at all. but for now, it’s just me and my constantly out-of-tune guitar and voice against reality.

- mybs<3

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released December 25, 2020

All music composed and written by mybittersweetheart except "taste of cindy" (Jim Reid, William Reid).
All music programmed and performed by mybittersweetheart.
Recorded and mixed (poorly) by mybittersweetheart.

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